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Went amk hub just now :D Uhs, just walk ard. Saw nothing that could caught my eye! Went ntuc extra and wow, saw a family bought a total of $260.70 ! Imagine, that's their one week or one month groceries :\ 200 plus bucks spent on groceries! Ohmygod manxzxz. Therefore, my sis was like fed-up kept commenting how th boy was behaving. Spoil brat. hahaha. & That's why he so fat. tsk. My sis is bad :x Ate ichiban sushi for dinner, not as good as sakae :D Should have ate fish&co lah. Better lorh :\ Yesyesyes. Nancy mention me in her blog! :D I'm so happy! Cos of me, she blog.
Yayeeeeeee. I'm so happy! :] She brighten up my day. hahahahah.
School starting tmr :x With new topics pouring in, imagine my last term topics haven't even clear up yet, and i'm learning new things =.= Holidays meant for me to clear it up, but yes time doesn't wait for me. Butt, nvm lah. I can see nancy you'knw! :D I can pass her the thingy that i bought.
SHHHHHH, SECRET. *PRAY HARD THAT SHE LIKE IT.* Though i doesn't really know wht she like.
NANCYLIM. Be excited, i'm gna give you something tmr! HAHAHAHA :D And i dont think i be free lately
to blog so frequently. I'll just upload some photos to friendster or maybe save it in my comp :D

ILOVE NANCYLIM. I'M NUTS OVER YOU. HAHAHAHA.

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Ytds TLM outings! :D it was great. Went to masqurade studio& i swear it was awesome.
You will go WOW. It's was smth you dint expect the place to be. It was fill with costume, all sort of
costume that you could find. Like those drama whr they wore shields;armour & etc. Headed to bugis street since thr was nothing that caught our eyes. Not quite a fruitful trip. Four sisters looking for a didi shirt:D
Haha, that's wht came to our mind. Each of us ended helping our DIDI to pay 2bucks each for the shirt. Woah, gna handsome on satuday aye! tsk :] Emelia introduce us to his bubble tea hut or smth! It was nice too :D The fried rice with lemon chicken wing! Dont play play hor, $5.50 for one plate leh. Amirah kept quiet aftr shopping awhile as she was damn thirsty can! Poor her had to kept quiet just
bcos all she need is drink. hahahah. Went took neos after that with our retarded photos & of cos some nice pics. Zhonghsien & yanlin went seperate ways aftr neos for the sembwinds concert. So three of us decided to go pasar malam walk walk then off to popular. Tsk, bump into emelia mum and her Brother! Okays,he's cute :D I dont know why blogger doesn't allow me to upload or rather taking sucha long time to upload the pictures.
zzZZZzzzz. Going amk hub later to walk walk alone later :D Tsk, of cos meeting up sis after her FACIAL. seee, going to be rich taitai liao. I cant wait to see her wearing a wedding gown! Every's girl dream to walk down the aisle with your loved ones! :D Of cos i do miss her very much after she's off to live in another house with JIE-FU :D Irrelevant stuffs that i'm blogging =.= Ohkays, i got smth for nancy :D See, time pass so quickly that it's almost monday. Another round of stress-ness. This time with things going after school. Zzzzz.
I think my blog sucks. Or rather boring. with no pictures. or stuffs. Dont worry, i find smth to entertain you guys. Unglam photos :D
Byeeeee.
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Hohohohoho. I've changed blogskin! :D
Abit dull for the last skin. So yeah, decided to change :D
Hmmmmmm, TLM OUTINGS LATER. woohoooooooo. Off to bugis. Hahaha.
We're going for a mission you'knw! Masqurade studio or smth. Tsktsk :D
And it's been long since i went to bugis too. Hhahahaha. I shall see whether am i able to
load up photos later. 5thjuly! :D
Okays, it's gna be a realy busy week for me. BUSY AS A BUMBLE BEE. BEEBEE.
Five days gone. So fast! &Monday will be back to school again. Tha'ts really really fast okays.
Hohohohoho. I WANT TO SEE NANCY. I WANT SAY HELLO TO HER :] yayeeeeeeeee.
I'm like nuts over her =.= Just simply because i think she's a good listening ear :D
God knows why i think that she's a listening ear. Maybe cos BABY.MILO told me he do consult
or talk to her whenever he's down :]

I'm upset the last few days. Really upset. But yet i chose to ignore it & SMILE :D
I THINK EMELIA ROCKS BIG TIME :D Hahaha. Two years of friends. Going
through HAPPY/SAD difficult times tgt. Having TELEPATHY :D She do really
understand me! heh. Having the same stand tgt, the same situation :]

Lastly, i need a listening ear ! )': Hoho, to rant on those stuffs going on.
I've got to prepare for later! :D

NANCYNANCYNANCYNANCYNANCY, see see see. How crazy am i over you! hahaha :D
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I've got so much PHOTOS to upload! &I've so much things to blogggggggggggg.
I'm pretty much satisfied that SS project is halfway done, plus homework left half of it! Yes, Great Achievement! YT concert thingy plus POP tmr. Shucks, five days one week goneeeeeeee. I'll just have to look forward for two days remaining & monday nightmare starts. With teachers ranting non-stop, EYEBAGS appearing darker & darker. Holidays just zooooooooom. Oh man, everyday chiong-ing homework on sunday, i bet. hahahaha. And i've got much movies to catch, so many shows to watch. zzzZZZzzzz.
I think shopping is out lahh. No money+time. I'm so looking forward to december holidays alr! :\
Definetly not SEPTEMBER holidays. Just one week, more worst. Study,study,study.
Ouhkays, I'm gna take loads of TLM photos tmrw :D
I feeling like saying IMISS/LOVE YOU to someone. And i feel like saying lots of things to somebody.
Hhahahahaha. Thinking of whether to make this a private blog just for my close gfs/friends to view.
Okays, i haven't iron anything yet. Haven't get ready for the stuffs tmr. Haven't watch esp11 of
FATED TO LOVE YOU :] It's uber nice can! Hhahahah. Doke introduced to me! I guess i dont have
much time to watch alr :\ Sian diao. One whole week of stepping into school everyday.
HOLIDAYS Y'KNOW!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhh. I think blogger/comp making a fool out of me!
When the usb cable work well, blogger cant let me upload. And when usb cable cant work, i've
a feeling that blogger can upload. Wth. Okays, PHOTOS SOME OTHER DAYS :D
Off to watch FATED TO LOVE YOU. IT'S REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NICEEEEE :D

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There's photos todayyyyyyy :D haha.



Fish, i think smth wrong with bloggerrrr! I can't seem to upload photo >.<



Trying , trying , trying , trying, trying :D
Nah, i cant upload. Zzzzzzzzzz.

I use to think alot. Alot lot more. & now i finally understand. I had regretted. I know there's no turning back & i just could only hold on. Waiting for smth to happen, waiting for you to change. Nobody's perfect.
Neither am i nor you. But, all those things you did just couldn't let me stop predicting wht will happen next. And wht will become of you? & Wht will become in this friendship. I thought i should just stop thinking that's bothering me. And think back those images where we are happily camwhoring, shopping, those laughters. I just smile to myself foolishly.
I know i'm contradicting, aint i? :D But somehow, i need a voice to tell me what i should do next. Which decision i choose will lead me to wht consequences, and wht will happen eventually. Or rather YOU tell me wht i'm suppose to do pls :D
And i just hope you honour your words, and stop being so TWO-SIDED. I knew it all, i just chose to kept quiet.
Cos i doesn't want anything to happen right now :D Just hope You stop being like this.

hahahahahah. All of those above, it's dedicated to YOU :D If you're clever enough to think it's you, then i'm glad :D I just couldn't rant out all those hard feelings i'm feeling now.
I know there's people reading it. So, DIARRRRRRRYYYYYY. it's the best book that i could ever
write down. hahahah.
I'm nuts today. Camwhore wid me superstar :] Tsk, i love her to bits.
Gna be busy for the upcoming days. Fish, and holidays just over. Four weeks, i dont
know wht i've been doing so far. I haven't been enjoying lately. Except for times when
i'm with TLM, in band :D How i wish i could have few more weeks. & that's impossible=.=
Randooooooooom. =.=
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I'M BACKKKKKKKKK :D Tsk. I feel so happy can! I slept for 17hours since ytd. Band camp was alright lah. We immediately went to eat mac aftr we break camp. Hhahaa. Imagine withouth stepping out of school for four days and it feels damn great lah. Every morning woke up see the school surrondings. Damn bored can.
ohh yes, i ate green tea mcflurry too! :D &It feels so great lying on my bed.
Dint manage to sleep on the first night! Except it almost dawn then i started falling asleep. Floor damn hard can. Then 2nd night, everyone doze off very quickly cos it was raining! :D The weather was like damn shiok lah.
Plus PT in the morning, everyone was dead tired. Tsk. Third night! :]] Yes, manage to sleep nicely too :D Hhahaha. Weiwei is very funny! :) Woah. At least the camp we did achieve smth! :D And at least i had bonded with my section! :D Percussion is <3 !
Emelia,Amirah,Yanlin,Zhonghsien,Kamarul,Arjun,Amelia&Nasrul.
Sadly, zhaoshi&baoyi dint came for the camp.
Hahaha. At least zhonghsien entertain us with those jokes. Tsk.
Those days that we had spent, is memorable & happy! :D hahaha. I'm high man. LOL.
Hahaha. And yes, i miss my mum's dinner. The rice that she cooked! lol.

Moodswing today. Stomach cramp. Toss&turn on the bed for like 2hours. Feel like vomitting. Symtoms of PMS. LOL. Dint went out with my superstar to watch kungfu panda cos all of those above symtoms strike me today. Walaooooo. Zzzzzz.

Ohkays, when she told me that she dislike you , i was like why? She just said that
she got the feeling that you aint a good friend. To me, I've never thought so much cos i knew the trust that linger in me is on you :D Butt, seeing the way you behave with them, i just couldnt
really understand you. NO, I DINT REALLY GO TO THE EXTEND AND UNDERSTAND YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. & I was quite puzzled lah, are you those sort of follow the crowd? & just replace anyone
with anything? I wish i could never judge you that way, but the truth is out thr. I can't treat it like though i had never seen anything. I was wrong in YOU, HIM, AND ME. Wrong in me for thinking that
you 're one that i could ever ask for for sucha good friend.
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblah. Ignore the above paragraph. Just randomly spit out how i'm feeling right now.

I'm back to my normal life. Sleep,eat,watch tv. Hhahaha. It's 5.30 right now. Tong Xin Yuan start liao!
Dint catch it for three days eh! Hhahahaha. I wna go out shop soon, eat lots of things, bond with my sister!
LOL. i bet she's missing me just that she dint say out. Hhahaha. Father's day is coming! :D
The day i'm appreciating things that dad did. Nah, i appreciate everything he did everyday. Hhahaha.



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SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Slacked at semb today with amirah! :) She came to my house and blablablah. Finally ate GREENTEA MCFLURRY. Uhs, quite nice? Same flavour as hokkaido's greentea ice-cream :D Darn, bernard went
M.I.A for the whole morning. Dint reply my msges/calls. Whad the. And we had chatted bout ghost
stories ! :) creepy. There's INCREDIBLE TALES tonight (: It's back again! I think i'm too afraid to
watch it, butt still i wna watch! what a scardy cat i am yeah! =.= I wna watch kungfu panda like real
soon! Zzzzzzz. King watching tmr with wanjun they all? & Yes, great. I'm in camp tmr! :\ People date
me out on fridayyyyyyyyyy! :D I'm back on thursdayyyyy. hhahahaha. I wna do lots of stuffs. I'm
turning into a bad girl lately! Spending money like my house own a bank like that =.= Ohh well, GSS
SALE :D hhahaha. Best time to get everything. & Now i miss lots of people! )': I'm only getting my
braces late july cos my mum had borrowed my brother $5000. The whole family is wondering wht he's up to lately.
I hate that faggot who stole my shoe! FISH. Three pairs. Adidas`havanias`billabong. Block shopping
also dont need shop till my house want wht! Now, gna spend money on shoes. Whad the.. Plus my shoe is like use for dont know how long alr lah, not even tempting enough till you cant resist! FAGGOT. Gna install camera tv and make sure you're caught return double of the price! ASSSSSSSS
HOLEEEEEEEEEE. I'm very random today. Blogging those unrelated stuffs.
I MISS HELL LOTS OF PEOPLE! ):
I MISS LIYUN`WANJUN. Dint went out lately with them. Zzzzzz.
I MISS MY SUPERSTARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I MISS MY GFS.
OHHH FISH, HOW I WISH I COULD GO OUT WITH THEM RIGHT NOW.

& MY HOUSE GOT LOTS OF DUMPLINGS! HANDMADE DUMPLINGS.
FROM MY GRANDMOTHER! :D &&&&&&& FROM MY SISTER BF MUM (: I ATE ALOT. GETTING FAT :D

Ouhkays, till here. Miss me readers! :D be back blogging on thursday. Hopefully with loads
of photos :] I'm sure there's glamourous & unglam want. hhahaha. If one day i seek permission
from LIM ZHONGHSIEN that i could be allowed to post his OBSCENCE phtos ! Damn obscence can.
Not wearing pants. geeeeees.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
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2nd post of the day :D It's 11.37pm now. So saddistic lahh. Some people cant even use the comp
at this point of time. If you think who you're then let it be :) Butt , it's mainly ` YOU YOU YOU.
Ohhhh. C'mooon. Seriously thr's no use go round bragging lorh. Feel so sad for YOU. Shirt also those
lousy lousy der. Go buy vintage tee lah. Do y'knw wht's that? I doubt so. Starbucks vintage tee etc.
If you knw that you ain't saying her, just confess out the name lah. & she dint stated out that it's you either.
So wht for, pick up such a big fuss about it man? Dont down thr groan so much lahh. Zzzz.
If your conscience clear, just shudd up & get on blogging till th end of post.

Woah. I think my wishlist is getting longer if i'm adding on to it somemore. Cos who doesnt get
materialistic? tsk. I WNA GET HELL LOTS OF THINGS. & i wna go bugis streeet. cos i wna check out smth :D
y'knw smth :D that's really interesting. & i wna go some many placeeees to shop. Zzzzzz.
$$$$ faster come out from my mum's wallet. hahaha. I'm bad =p
Okays, lil earthings. Off to my lalalala land.
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Woahhhhh. Ytd was fridayyyyyy.
& today is SATURADAYYYYYYYYYY.
hhahahah. Rot at home the whole day! :\
Eat , sleep , watch tv , do homework.
Boooooo. How boring my life is! Zzzz.
Radio is L.O.V.E. At least it kill boredom. Ahhhh. I wna watch Kungfu Panda&Chronicles of Narnia desperately before i'm off to camp D:
Four days you know. I'm gna friggin miss my E.L.M.O bolster. How silly of me to thought of bringing that along. Lmao. Hhahaha. I'm snacking at home alot these days. With soft drinks,tibits,cup noodles,chocolate muffins.
Isn't that tempting enough to stop you from going out? LOL. & My sister can have the whole bed to herself when
i'm off to camp. Tons of homework still left lying around on my table for me to finish up. Hhahah. Gna bring along
to camp to finish up making full use of the free time we had :D
I'm gna sneak in my chocolates. geeeeees. Yanlin told me that by eating chocoate before you're off to sleep
will a least gain weight. I dont know whether it's true, but gna try you knw :] hhahaha.
Ahhhh. My superstar is still in m'sia enjoying! D: Hopefully i'm the first one she ask to seee when she's back :)
Heh. & we gna camwhore. She love doing that. Of cos with her lil sister around. tsk.
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I knew it , i knew it , I KNEW IT!

Fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish.
Fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish. Fish you guys upside down,left&right.

I've got to be civillised & that's why i'm typing FISH.
I'm speechless bout everything. You guys left me dumbfounded not
knowing wht to do. I knew it & i've guess it. The awful truth that i was not
hoping to know, not hoping to see & eventually it all turn out to be true.
Yes, it might be my fault. Or not anyone's fault. But being as my ___________
you guys didn't even took out th initiative. Fish, i shouldn't elaborate anymore.
For in case, it'll turn out like how THEY're in th state right now. Maybe in th first
place i should have gone all out to find out th truth. But i just didn't cos i was
afraid to th know th truth. Yes, i should like keep it in my heart forget everything.
Cos i really cant afford to let history repeat )':


And yes, i got to be HAPPYYYYYYY aye! :D
Did nothing at home except ROT.ROT.ROT.
Uhs, finish up assignments & stuffs listen to fm radio :]
Tsk. It's 2JUNE'o8 / 020608. Zooooom. & Half a year gone.
I wonder wht i did last 6months tht i could be satisfied of.
My dear superstar went to m'sia! D: fishing sad lahh. Only be
back like one week later, which i'm be in camp by then.
GSS is here! :D Gna rob my mum's money & off to shopping.
Anyway price increased much much more. So might as well buy things now! :D
Hhahaha. Chronicles of narnia! Wna ask macho acc me go watch =p At th same time
rant at him all those stuffs that i'm feeling fishing SAD/ANGRY/JEALOUS about. tsktsktsk.
Tmr's gna be like i-dont-know-wht day? Hhahaha.
& i'm telling myself to smile :D


i couldnt hide my tears anymore. i know it's precious but you guys really sadden me.
Perhaps i'm making a wrong choice. & I never want it to be that way either. I stood thr
looking at those buildings. If one day it collapses, our friendship will never collapse.
And that's wht i told myself.


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