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♥ Date: Tuesday, September 30, 2008
So i was suppose to go studying today. Blogging here means it was CANCEL.
O-kay, cancel. Like wth man. PHYSICS tmr, i wonder how i'm surviving through ):
My father actually thinks that i GOT NO FRIENDS. Just b'cos i told him i'm going out and
the other mintue, i'm staying at home. So he gave me ten bucks to lift up my mood (:
Hohohoh, dont know wht's wrong with him either. I dont know wht happen to me either ):
I'm having my breakfast cum lunch with CHIPS MORE :]
So, both of 'em cant make it today. Make me so upset D:
How great, history is on friday :\
I should go shopping later to get rid of my unhappiness ):
I should go buy lots of food and eat to get rid of my stress-ness :x
I should go watch a movie and laugh my ass off to make me feel better ):
I should speak to someone soon before everything stuck deep down inside badly ):
I should have EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED ):
I should visit the doctor asking whether thr's worm inside my tummy :\
I should have slap myself left&right to tell me stop day-dreaming.
I should have GONE OUT WITH THEM TODAY. UGH!
So, as you can see. There're lots of SHOULDS that i need to do.
& I'm off to complete them. Yes, shopping;movie;mugging all alone today.
Sometimes, you dont expect that much, you get surprises.
When you expected that much, you get disappointment.
Tht's how i'm feeling now.
♥ Date: Saturday, September 27, 2008
Take me on a ride up to the sky
Currently at changi T3 mac studying! :D wooooooooo.
Not exactly studying but using lappy. Hahaha. KINGSTON ANG LAPPY (:
hE'S STARING ME LIKE SOME EYES GNA POP LIKE THAT =.=
So i dont know if i should say today trip is wasted or not. NOT MUGGING SERIOUSLY.
HAHAHAHA. LOTS OF STUDENTS MUGGING TOOOO :D
That's all for now!
♥ Date: Friday, September 26, 2008
Studying session at bishan library the past few days.
Good place for studying though it gets quite crowded ard 3 to 5plus. But, crowd retreated after 6plus.
Did manage to concentrate and study hor! :D HOHOHO, physics with the help of ang eh! hahaha :D
So head off home to change after eng papers for muggingggg.
I know the ties btw us is widening, i dont wish to see this kinda of things happen.
I know it's not avoidable. It'll get better in time when you found out th truth.
I do treasure you, girl! <3>
YOU'VE PUT IN. Dont let your doubts affect this ties btw us.
WORK HARD FOR EOYS! :DDD
Wooooohoo, i'm awaiting for december to come. HURRY PLS :D
As time goes by, i've come to th terms of not having you in my dreams anymore.
Dont walk back the same track that you've chose to give up, for it's over :D
It applies to theory of life too. hahahaha.
GRACEEEEEEEEE IS A PIGGGGGGGGG. SHE CAN EAT LOTS OF FOOD IN A DAY.
EAT & EAT & EAT NON-STOP. SHE'VE GOT WORMS IN HER STOMACHHHHH.
THAT'S SUPER UNNATURAL :\
♥ Date: Tuesday, September 23, 2008
FYI, I'M GNA MOVE ON TO BREAKING DAWN SOON :D HAHAHA, GREAT ACHEIVEMENT.
WANJUN IS STILL ON TWILIGHT, SLOWPOKE! TSKTSKTSK.
& THOSE PREVIOUS POST(s), I THINK IT'S RATHER STUPID. HMMM, DONT ASSUME IT'S YOU.
I'M REFERING TO BEN.
IT'S ABOUT 7MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA :D AS TOLD BY AMIRAH.
Uplaoding th photos for alot of events later :] Over-due pictures. hahaha.
I'M GNA USE DARRY'S LAPTOP. WOOHOOO. MUGGING LATER TOO :D
Yes, TAIWAN :D DECEMBER! I'm gna go thr eat chou toufu. hahaha :p
I'M GNA SHOP TILL I DROP, EAT TILL I'VE A BIG FAT TUMMY.
I'M GNA TAKE THE FERRIS WHEEEEEL :] LET'S HOPE IT'S NOT CANCELLED):
ROARRRRRRRRR.
11 NOV! :D
I hate it when someone ask me it's cold now right? like duh?!
It's raining of cos cold lah, then hot ah =.= PEA BRAIN. UGH.
I HATE STALKERS MAN. FISH YOU LAH! :\
SAVE YOUR OHH-SO-NICE CROCODILE TEARS.
MAKE BELIEFS POSSIBLE :D
& HELLOOOOOOS, I'M GRACEEEEEEEEEE :) YOU CANT FOOL ME.
I HATE IT WHEN DADDY GIVE ME EMPTY PROMISES ):
I LOVE IT WHEN MUMMY COOK CHICKEN CHOP :D
I HATE BROTHER INVADING THE COMP ALL DAY :\
I LOVE IT WHEN SISTER DECIDES TO GO SHOPPING :D & SHE'LL BRING ME ALONG.
♥ Date: Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I'M BACK EARLY TODAY :D I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD )): FIRST TIME MAN. ZZZ.
I'M SO GNA MISS MY SISTER D: GETTING ENGAGED NEXT YEAR. IT SEEMS LONG, BUT TIME SEEMS TO
FLY SO FAST. AND FROM THR, I'LL MISS SEMB. ZZZ.
ALTHOUGH, DAD PROMISE ME I CAN GET WII AFTER MOVING HOUSE, BUT STILL, I MISS MY SISTER Y'KNW!
IT'S TOO EARLY TO SAY, BUT...
I'M BACK ON TRACKS :) I'M NO LONGER GRIEVE OVER YOUR DEPARTURE. YES, IT'S SEEMS SO SUDDEN.
BUT SOMEHOW, I LEARNT TO PUT IT BEHIND ME. COS IT'S NO USE LAH, SERIOUSLY.
i hope you get well soon ): seeing you in this state, make my/her heart ache. the news was so heartening.
Get well soon, black buddy!
! :DD
♥ Date: Monday, September 15, 2008
CHIONGING COURSEWORK SINCE 8! FISH LAH. SO MANY THINGS NOT DONE YET.
& IT'S LIKE 11 NOW? GRRRR. BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL TONIGHT. I WAS SUPPOSE TO WAKE
UP LIKE 5 YTD TO STUDY, IN THE END, WOKE UP LATE.
AT THIS RATE, I'M GNA FLUNK MY EOYS! :X NOOOOOOOOOOO.
SO MANY THINGS TO DO THIS WEEK, NEXT WEEK. AND AFTER EXAM. SAVE ME FROM THIS MISERY! )): D: )): D:
BELIEFS`END OF IT; & I SHALL BID MY GOODBYE TO YOU.
YES, IT WAS NAIVE IN THE BEGINNING. BUT NOW, IT'S MORE THAN A STEP AT A TIME.
GRACE SALUTE YOU; SPARE HER NO MORE NOW :D
It's vulgar. But it's the cause that i'm this vulgar now.
FCUKYOU. FCUKYOU.FCUKYOU.
DOnt be too contented for leaving just like this. For, i hold on
to your promises that you've gave. Reminding myself that it's was just all a lie.
Hhahaha. It;s you who turn me into sucha bitch to scold you all this vulgars. :D
I still brother eh. sucker!
♥ Date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
Yeah, currently on new moon! :D Almost finishing, wooohooo! :] Wanted to buy ecilpse ytd at kino.
But in the end, dint bring $$. Fcuk man! End up, walking ard town penniless with king&mic.
Wanted to go see laogao's thing, in the end close. Wtf! Dint mug ytd, went home after that& went down have dinner with king. I own him too much! :x I'll pay back you pretty soooon!
Let's say : HAPPY BITHRDAY AMIRAH! :D
It's zhong qiu jie today also! :D ANY PLANS? UHS. HAHAHAHA.
Two more crucial weeks to get over with, and finally eoys! After that i shall have date
with HIM/HER/THEY :D
Fck you lah, knn. Got problem run back to us, you think we your money tree ah.
Produce any amount of money you want and then off you goes so far trying to severe ties
with us. C'mon lah, my family dont mind. It's a utter disgrace having you this kind of ppl
in our household. Throw you one million, run as far away as possible lah. Stay thr, make gran
so miserable nia. Money daiji also want ask gran. She how old, you how old?! No hands to work
ah. Got $ to make whole body tattoo, no money to support the household.
Luckily gran got enough of assets on her hand man. If anything goes wrong, we will hold you responsible.
i'll tell ppl take a parang and heck you to death for all we care. FUCK YOU.
I'm getting so vulgar! :\
Anyway, look on the bright side of life! :]
Told myself ytd&day before. Yes, it's over. How great. I should slap myself
left&right to wake up throughly. I should be doing that in the beginning, but yet
i cling on trying to salvage. So, it's time to let go and not reminscene the past.
Fck man, i'm here trying & thr you're doing that. Fish you upside down. So for short,
no goodbye from you,nothing. I get it, & let's just hope the things that you did for her,
are worth it. Fck man.
YES, I'M SAYING YOU'RE A SUCKER. FUCKER. Fuck you upside down.
Nobody's at home agn ! :\ Wooooooo. I shall go play xbox with eunice! hahahahaha.
Yes, she's the new adorable. Will be missin her like hell next year after parents decided to move
to th next stop ): Might as well go thailand lah. zzzz.
Yes, trigger my emotions somemore before i scream at you like hell.
Ohkays, off to read my new moon. Twilight come back sooon! ):
Mr chan better dont spill any coffee for in case he decided to keep
himself awake and drink a cup. I'll scream at you too.
Wtf, i'm talking man! :\ :x :\ :x :\ :x :\ :x
♥ Date: Tuesday, September 9, 2008
HELLLOOOOOOS, I'M HERE TO TELL YOU, I GOT TWILIGHT! :DDDD
HOHOHOHO, AFTER BLOGGING YTD, MUMMY BOUGHT ME TWILIGHT!
AND IT'S VERY VERY NICE OKAYS! :] I'M ABIT BEHIND WHEN EVERYONE IS
READING OTHER ESP LIAO. NEHMIND, GRACE JIAYOU! :D
MUMMY FIND ME VERY GOOD NOWADAYS, GO HOME EARLY.
PROMISE TO BUY ME THINGYS. HAHAHA.
ILOVE MUMMMMMMMMMY :D
BYEEEEEEEE.
♥ Date: Monday, September 8, 2008
Let go when i'm suppose to.
Stood there broke down and cry. Give me a direction that i could walk too,
mesmerized by you way too much. No other brilliant way that you could fix
those pieces?
Yes, i stood down there broke down and cry on liyun shoulder's earlier on.
It's been so long since i'm reacting this way. Dont ask me why, if you're with me all
along, you should know why. Give me a few more days, and i promise i'll be my old
self back. Let me broke down a few more days and cry like nobody's business.
Eoys are near. Yet, i'm facing all this farktard thing. It's way too hard for me to take it.
Mummy, tell me which direction i should turn to ): Everything is going downhill.
Let's hope cca stand down very very sooooon. I need to get my studies back on
track & have breakfast with them :D I bet they're missin' me like hell! hahahaha.
Read yahui's twilight few chapters and realise it's addictive! (: I'm considering whether
i should get one sooon. It's very addictive okays! This way, dont need to bother her anymore :]
Seating arrangement change. I'm located at the back! :x Wanjun is sitting at my seat, i bet you're
enjoying yourself and relaxing yourself! ROARRRRRRRRRR.
So saddist man, as told by yahui, i'll get luekemia(dont know how to spell lah) easily. Cos i get bruises
easily! Might be dying easily if i get it. Fish!
Dear grace is scaring herself agn! :\
My ranking are at the bottom ): Nooo, i shouldn't be occupying that space.
Neither i should be failing so many subjects.
Wont be posting so much often now. No, i should restrict myself from touching the comp.
I'm back home right after school. Hahahaha, I know i'm guai! :D
Study mah! Ohh yes, cut my hair tooooo. So long dint cut my hair alr. Like weeds man! :x
So fugly can! Let's wait for mummy to fix a appointment and off i go to the salon :DDD
And let's hope mummy dont fix a appointment with th dental sooooooon.
I should prepare tissues to school tooo :]
Note to self :
-Get jason a large bottle of green tea.
-Get chocolates&sweets for classes :D
-Get twilight onto my hand!
-Get a new pair of specs
-Get my studies back to track.
Blog till here then, see when i'm blogging agn :D
XOXOXOXOXOXO.
♥ Date: Saturday, September 6, 2008
MY BODY ACHE LIKE SHIT!
AFTER THE VOLLEYBALL-ING WITH KING YTD! ROARRRR.
AND THANKS GOD, I'M NOT AWAY OUT THR AND INSTEAD OF HERE BLOGGING AND DOING
MY HEYMATHS! THREE CHEERS FOR THAT!*
I NEED TO BORROW STORYBOOKS ): I NEED TO GO THE LIBRARY WITH SISTERRRRRR.
I NEED TO GO HULA&CO SOOOOON.
I NEEDA TO WEEEEE YOU WEEEEET OFTEN. Although i cant :x
I NEED TO FIND OUT WHT'S HAPPENING BEFORE I CONCLUDE A CONCLUSION.
DONT ASK WHY I'M TYPING IN CAPLOCKS COS I CANT READ THE POST. ALL TOOO SMALLL.
I BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF SEEING TH WAY I BLOG NOW AFTER DONT KNOW MANY YEARS
DOWN THE ROAD.
SCHOOL IS JUST TMRW. SAME ROUTINE. WEARING STUPID OLD SHOE TMR. COS SHOE IS
STILL WET :\ LET'S HOPE IT GET DRY WHEN THE SUN IS OUT NOW.
KOH KAISIANG CHEER UP PLS. YOU CANT DENY THE FACT THOUGH YOU
CANT ACCEPT IT.
REALITY IS JUST SO CRUEL. GIVEN A CHANCE, I KNOW YOU WILL MAKE TO
THE BEST.
LET'S HOPE THERE WILL BE MORE CHANCE.
DONT SAD SAD LIAO LAH. HAIYO. TMR BUY YOU ONE BIG BOTTLE LET YOU
DRINK TILL KILL SPERMS ON THAT DAY. LOLS :P
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
♥ Date:
JASON CHEER UP ! :D
DONT GET TOO SAD ABOUT IT! :]
STILL GOT CHANCE LAH.
Hellos earthlings! (:
Hahaha, got burnt today! :x Hands with pathetic blue-black marks.
You should see how many DOTS of blue-black i've got on my both arms. It's rather disgusting!
It's very ugly toooooo! It's very scarrrryy :\
Not too bad, volleyball skills increase UP. Now, i wna play volleyabll when i'm at sentosa!
Like really play! hahaha. At least, not a noob like wht darry always call me as :\
Saw S'pore Muscle Builder man at sentosa today. Wow, he actually play volleyball not too bad.
Lols. Kingston Ang! > no proverb from your own creation hor! Zzzz. Gong gui, gong jiao! =.=
Not too bad, became my consultant liao. hahaha.
I actually dreamt about songka ytd! =.= See, nightmareeeees.
I get much petrified seeing ppl carrying backpack to libraries, holding to notes in mrt.
Cos they're actually SPENDING TIME MUGGGGGGGING. Which i did not at alllll ! ):
No, not even once. Not even a single homework done! Dont play play hor, BLACK HORSE :D
Tmr is sunday, muggggggging timeeeeeeeee. Though i'm saying it now, i doubt i will! ]:
Nvm, motivate me! :D hahahaha.
I'm just want to tell you, YOU DONT ALWAYS EXPECT PPL TO GO THE SAME WAY AS YOU DO.
I'm starting to treat things in a different way :D POSITIVE +
One week just gone like this! ): Dint achieve anything in particular. Except....
SENTOSA :D Tanning. hahaha. Last minute trip. Not too bad :D Of cos,
LIARS TELLING ME LIES Y'KNW :D Bonded with sister. Bonded with section mates! :D
Monday start, mugging start. No more PROCRASTINATING! :)
Actually, tell you smth. I do mug you'knw!
Yes, In the middle of the night. 3am. Morning 6am. hahahaha.
That's why eyebags are so heavy! tsk. The effect.
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP =.=
After eoy, i shall go out with nancylim! :D
It's a date hor. GRACE IS AWAITING!
Yes, december faster come! :]
Woooooops. Somebody's birthday is near! JOHARI. LOLS :p
Off to tv-ing, off to day dream, off to thinking of wht sister is doing now at
her bf's house =.= Off to brush teeeeeth :]
Cutting fringe sucks like totally ?!$#$^@*&^$
♥ Date: Friday, September 5, 2008
I GET SUPER UPSET WHEN I SAW HER JUST NOW! ):
DONT TELL ME I'MPARANOID! I WISH I' M NOT.
I GET SUPER JEALOUS WHEN SHE'S AWAITING FOR HIM TO COME BACK.
I GET SUPER HAPPY? WHEN MY SISTER IS NOT BACK HOME TODAY.
I GET SUPER WORRIED ABOUT TMR :\
OF COS I DO HOPE, YOU HAVE A HEART TO WISH ME GOODLUCK FOR TMR.
I DOUBT YOU WILL.
Dear jason, know wht i'm referring to :D
I'VE AFFLIATIONS WITH RATS!. I actually dreamt about them!
And witnessing their death infront of me. Witnessing them running infront of me!
I should not roar now, i should SQUEAK! that's lame, i know! :x
KINGSTON GET WELL SOOOOOON! :D
Damn, he's always laughing at my arm fats ?!@#%$&@#~!@# :x
Ohkays, should i look forward for tmr? M.I.X.E.D FEELINGS. Definetly will miss the times spent
in bio lab. hahahaha. Beef noodles in vietnam, sushi in japan. lOLS.
Hear my cries! ]: I'm upset. I'm sad. I'm not happy! I actually cried in my sleep ytd!
Although i always mention tears are precious, but yet. I cant help it.
HEAR MY CRIES! ]: I upset you know! I'm not so strong as ever!
I'm always having nightmares which sucks totally! :x
I always procrastinate lately! Leaving my work till last minute! That's why i'm in TLM :P hahaha.
I always bump into rats! ?#$@#&
At least i manage to save money lately! :D With the help of wanjun!
hahaha. MY money consultant!
Wanjun dont sad liao! :D My shoulders is here! See you cry make me wna cry too.
At least she's up there watching you! YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL! :D <33
School is reopening! Should i look forward? idk. M.I.X.E.D FEELINGS.
Ohh yes, Ate laksa today. hahaha. Realise long john breakfast is nice! :D
Ohkays, let's hope i do well tmr! :D Or rather make is successful.
Dont wna leave with regret for not doing well. At least i learn some life values
my ownself. Hahaha. Reflected on myself every night. Walking home thinking of alot
of things. Perhaps, i did all this thinking too late. PERHAPS.
I THOUGHT I COULD COUNT ON YOU, BUT I WAS SO WRONG.
GIVE ME ASSURANCE. DONT LET ME RETREIVE IT BACK <3
AS MUCH AS I DONT IT.
R.A.I.N.B.O.W AFTER THE RAIN.
♥ Date: Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Dont ask me why i'm not blogging the past few weeks, days?
Busy. Get me out of the busy days! ):
I've got so much to blog about! Let's hope i'll have the mood to blog today.
Cos i'm going out sooooooooooon! With my dearest sister! :D It's been ages since i'm going movie with her (: One year? hahahaha.
Suppose to have perc lesson today- CANCELLED. Suppose to have check up. CANCELLED.
Parents sucks ytd! In the middle of th night, something happen downstairs.
Uhs, Mad woman? Screaming away loudly. Make me cant be able to sleep in the living room.
YES, LIVING ROOM. I SLEPT IN TH LIVING ROOM YTD. Let's hope i dont procrastinate later about changing my blogskin. Cos I'm so sick and tired of this blogskin :\
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Catch Wall-e just now. Super cute! Paid 12bucks with credit card! :\ Sister is too rich!
Or maybe even trying to show off. hahahaha :p
I'm hogging to the comp everytime yet i did nothing about f&n &maths. It's raining the
whole aftrnooon. I got flu bugs on my body! ): Stuff my nose with tissue. My body ache like hell!
The blue-black is getting bigger means it's recovering :D No blanket ytd.
There's pet rocket/band tmr. I'm going school almost everyday like though there's no holidays!
My arms are getting fatter. Saggy! Stupid kingston keep reminding me about it :x
At least i grew fat you know :D
Been editing the template for my new skin for like one hour. Yet i deleted it. Way too messy:x
Ohh well, let's just stick to this FROGGY skin.
Friday, Let's hope i'm going out with mummy plus sister! Shopping they pay :D hahaha.
Dont think why i'm blogging this way today. JUST RANDOM.
Sometimes, i dont know who to turn to. Someone give me assurance pls.
It's pretty tired of me to think alot. I've no choice but to keep predicting wht will happen.
Think the next step i'm gna take. IT'S JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE FOR NOW.
Dont let me lose hope and say you're not the one for me.