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♥ Date: Monday, September 13, 2010
3o DAYS TO O'LEVEL.
it's been almost one month, one week since we broke up. you still can't think.
so many things happened during this period of time. I would say you make me hate you for what you did by smashing the bottle right outside my house. Never did i expect you to do that b'cos i know that was one of the memories we had. Fucking heartpain when i know you did that. And that was the instance that i told myself i've given up everything thoroughly. I cried and cried and cried almost every night during the first few days.
I dont know how to express how i'm feeling now.
B'cos you make me hate you. H.A.T.E is all i can feel now.
What's with all these threatens?! You make me look like i own you a living.
_| Now just b'cos you think that you showed me you're brave enough to do all kind of things when you're angry. I swear if i have the chance i would stab you and let you die. Is either you die or i die.
Or never ever come back. Why can't you just think that i'm not the one for you.
Why can't you just think that i do not belong to you. Why can't you just leave me alone?
Okay, you said i betrayed you b'cos i told you i'll not leave you.
Maybe at the start i'm wrong to patch back. Maybe i'm wrong to hold on to this r/s.
You told me you would make my life miserable and all. Fuck all this shits!
Goodbye to our past, and hello to the present of us becomings friends only. I'm really really tired of everything and really really give up on the both of us. We're through.
When i'm with you, every moment you never fail to make me happy. I dont know why, but i'm really really happy deep down. You might not believe it, you might not know it. Do you know i felt so much happier? Do you know now, i'm so much dependent on you b'cos you're the one to come up on my mind when things happen and i would love to share it with you.