♥ Date: Tuesday, June 17, 2008
There's photos todayyyyyyy :D haha.Fish, i think smth wrong with bloggerrrr! I can't seem to upload photo >.< Trying , trying , trying , trying, trying :DNah, i cant upload. Zzzzzzzzzz. I use to think alot. Alot lot more. & now i finally understand. I had regretted. I know there's no turning back & i just could only hold on. Waiting for smth to happen, waiting for you to change. Nobody's perfect.Neither am i nor you. But, all those things you did just couldn't let me stop predicting wht will happen next. And wht will become of you? & Wht will become in this friendship. I thought i should just stop thinking that's bothering me. And think back those images where we are happily camwhoring, shopping, those laughters. I just smile to myself foolishly. I know i'm contradicting, aint i? :D But somehow, i need a voice to tell me what i should do next. Which decision i choose will lead me to wht consequences, and wht will happen eventually. Or rather YOU tell me wht i'm suppose to do pls :DAnd i just hope you honour your words, and stop being so TWO-SIDED. I knew it all, i just chose to kept quiet.Cos i doesn't want anything to happen right now :D Just hope You stop being like this.hahahahahah. All of those above, it's dedicated to YOU :D If you're clever enough to think it's you, then i'm glad :D I just couldn't rant out all those hard feelings i'm feeling now.I know there's people reading it. So, DIARRRRRRRYYYYYY. it's the best book that i could everwrite down. hahahah.I'm nuts today. Camwhore wid me superstar :] Tsk, i love her to bits. Gna be busy for the upcoming days. Fish, and holidays just over. Four weeks, i dontknow wht i've been doing so far. I haven't been enjoying lately. Except for times wheni'm with TLM, in band :D How i wish i could have few more weeks. & that's impossible=.=Randooooooooom. =.=
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