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♥ Date: Sunday, June 21, 2009
Omgxzxzxz, ytd is father's day. Yet.... He can't spend it with his dad ):
So effing sad when i heard the news, and that's when i realise two days ago why he dint reply any of my msg and cant get through him. I hope he can get over with it soon which i think he gna brood over it, who doesn't when you lose your love ones, your dad. I hope dear him can be back soon, so that i can contact him.
My staying away from cold water starts today! So i'm gna have like hot tea later, no ice-cream for me ): Sis asked me why i'm not working, she seems so uptight about
me not working anymore. I mean, i need a break right? i can't be working everyday
without giving myself a off. And plus, this week everyday is fully BOOKED. I even
need to put a note on my phone to remind me of the everyday schedule.
I hope the miracle do come soon, and extra one week of holidays!
Gna go out later again! Yeah, i'm gna take photos if it's possible, as you know i
dont have the habit of taking photos. Hahaha. I'm really broke this time round! ):
I have to wait next month to have my $$$ inserted into my bank.
Anyway, visited him ytd. When i saw the state he is in, i can't helped but cry.
I mean i dont know how long he gna live. Sister just held his hands and refuse to let go. He doesn't rmbr me, maybe cos i dont spend enough time with him and just at that moment, i kept thinking why i had neglected him like how my other cousins did.
I claim i'm fine, i'm not fine actually. You guys have too much things on your mind.
I just have to handle this on my own. I just have to keep things to myself which i think
i'll be fine. I'm not that fine you know, i'm so stress up over things.
I'm just gna smile like nothing happened, deep down with lots of things going on :D
I'M NOT A HAPPY KID LIKE HOW I USED TO BE.