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♥ Date: Wednesday, August 18, 2010
FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. ARE YOU ONE OF THE REASON TO MY FAILURE?
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING THAT WAY. SORRY.
TEXT NO ONE ABOUT MY RESULTS, PRACTICALLY NO ONE EXCEPT TATTOO WHICH HE'S OUTFIELD NOW. I DON'T WANT TO FACE THE FACTS, BUT I HAVE TO.
A TERRIBLE FEELING AFTER KNOWING HOW MANY TRIES I HAVE.
ONE AFTER ANOTHER BLOW.
I KNOW I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEMS TO DO THAT NOW.
HAVE A URGE TO TELL YOU MY RESULTS, BUT I KNOW TEXTING EACH OTHER NOW
WOULD ONLY MAKING ME FEEL WORST.
BEEN ALMOST ONE WEEK TO OUR SEPERATION, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE
LEADING A GOOD LIFE NOW, BUT I HOPE YOU ARE.
EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT, I'M EQUALLY NOT FINE EITHER B'COS I STILL CAN'T FORGET.
PPL DO ASK ME IF THERE'S A CHANCE AND SOME BELIEVED WE WOULD BE TGT AGAIN, BUT I DOUBT THERE WOULD BE THE CHANCE?
B'COS SOMETHINGS, I WOULD'NT KNOW HOW TO GIVE IN.
THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE A CRACK NO MATTER WHAT.
LOST YOU TWICE. WOULDN'T WANT IT TO END UP THRICE.
66 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL. FEEL SO DOWN, KNOWING THAT ALL YOUR SUBJECTS ARE NOT COPING WELL AND I'M STILL DOING NOTHING EXCEPT PROCRASTINATING, LOOKING FORWARD TO THE LIFE AFTER O'S. WTF?!
OKAY, I NEED TO CHIONG FOR MY CWK. ENDING THIS WEEK. SUI LAHH.